Ok so i spoke to he-who-must-not-be-named (not Voldemort). Long story short we havent spoken since 27th of September.... and i finally got the guts to say something... and i think my mouth is out of order. because i usually know what to say, i usually know what im feeling and i usually know how to deal with it. i know that i should move on, i know we are done. i dnt want to be with him but i want to be friends and i dont know if that will ever happen.
im loud.
im straight forward.
i dont lie.
i think that being loud is fun. i think that being straigh forward is refreshing. i think that being honest IS the best policy... but i guess that it isnt. i guess that im not what ppl want me to be, and honestly i dont give a fuck. but i feel like i NEED to say out loud. i want to "shout it from the roof tops and write it on the skyline."
Maybe things like this happen for a reason, and maybe someone up there with a white beard (not Santa) is sitting up there and condemming me for my sins.
Thank you for hurting me HWMNBN (he-who-must-not-be-named)
Thank you for making me realise that u are not who i thought you were and finally making me realize that a sweet face doesnt mean a sweet person.

Backstabbing. Cheating. Life.
Me. You.

Words that are simply words. There is no meaning.

Friends? More? (not likely)

goodbye so long... see you later
au revoir (though i dnt wish to see you again)

Who are your real friends? Who are they? Are they the ones that laugh at you for liking the fat kid? Are they the ones who tell you that they dont like ur choice of a boyfriend and tell you to dump him when they know u are head over heals for em?

Maybe. Maybe.

Things arent wat they seem.
Things are never what they seem.
The words you say dont have the same meaning
as the ones you said the other day.

Im going to end this simply.


Thats's it